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Dear Mom,

It has been five years since you left this earth forever. I am still broken but I look at my sweet boy and realize you had a hand in creating him.  You went right up there, and said nope can’t leave angie like this…

I don’t know how I have survived to be honest. I feel selfish that I have.. I miss you so much.. I have had my moments where I can’t go on but then I look at him again and know I have too..

You are with Leia and Nana.. Now Mary has joined you.. there has been so much death. I can’t wrap my head around it all. I miss you. I need you.. I need a sign you are with me…

Every day is hard, but today is the hardest. Life is supposed to go on, as it should.. All i wanna do is go back to bed and not get up …

I am deeply saddened today, but I also and happy and blessed you were my mom. The best mom a girl could ask for. My best friend..

I haven’t written on this page in a few months not even to Leia. I have been working through a lot of stuff and that is okay.. Please hug her for me. Kiss her, hold her tight. Tell her that I would have done anything to save her.

I love you mom

Angie

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